A letter to my freshmen self

 

 

Dear freshman Annie,

 

There are so many things I want to tell you and some things I think you’d be better off just living through yourself. To be honest, the next four years of your life won’t be the best four years of your life. But they won’t be all bad either. You’re going to grow so much. The person you’ll be four years from now will be more confident, have thicker skin, and be secure in who she is (most of the time lol.) I could tell you the hard things you’ll go through. Like the times you’ll try for something and not get, the times you’ll feel alone at lunch or lost in the hallways. The times you’ll get your heart broken and the times you’ll feel like you’re not good enough. Because the truth is these things will happen. But the good news is, you’ll survive all this and come out stronger. Because the things you tried for and didn’t get led you to right where you needed to be and exactly what you needed to realize.
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Love one another

Loving one another is a phrase we’ve heard our whole lives. In kindergarten we were told to treat each other how we’d want to be treated. In Sunday school we were taught to love our enemies as ourselves. Adults told us to love our neighbor and so on. Even if you never experienced one of those particular situations I bet you’ve probably heard or experienced similar at some point in your life. Something I’ve noticed is that people love to say that we should love each other. It’s an easy and good thing to say. We feel confident in saying it and I’d say a good amount of us actually want to mean it. Loving the good people in our lives isn’t so bad. But something to remember is that we weren’t called to love just our friends, we were called to love everyone. And to be completely honest that’s really hard.
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Through the good and the bad

I think we live in a world where it’s very easy to be grateful for the good in our lives and even easier to be upset at the bad. People say “God is good all the time.” And when life is flowing smoothly we say it back with a smile on our face. But when things are rocky it’s easy to look the other way in remorse. One thing I think we as Christians do often is forget to seek God in the good and the bad. We’re all about praising Him in celebration but sometimes I think we forget that even on the bad days He is still so good.
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Embrace – word for 2019

I’ve always had a goal of picking a word for the new year but I’ve never really stuck to it. Normally I’d forget I even picked a word four days into January. But this year is a big year for me and so here I am again picking a word. It’s taken me a little while to decide what I wanted my word to be and after a lot of searching I decided on Embrace with a little bit of courage lol. Embracing is something I’ve never been very good at. I like plans and comfort, and the thought of simply just embracing scares me completely. Though if there’s anything I learned last year it’s that we can’t plan life, it’s simply too complex and ever changing. Our God has a plan for us more beautiful than we could plan for ourselves. Though even knowing all this sometimes I still find it very hard to embrace the path in front of me. Sometimes I’d rather study the map a little longer.

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A year ago

Looking back on my life a year ago, I’d say so many things have changed and also nothing really at all. A year ago, I viewed myself as an over anxious, quiet person. I was always nervous and kept that quietly to myself as I continued to try and be brave. I felt weird for never really joining a sport in high school or anything else that made me happy. I had a deep love for writing that I kept buried away afraid to tell others how I felt. I was afraid to start this blog. Afraid people would laugh at me or view me as a too innocent/naive girl. And somewhere along the way I also learned that parts of our life are temporary and we eventually have to say goodbye to them. I questioned God a lot and wondered how his ways made sense. And then one day I decided to go for it. I decided to start working on a blog. Seriously one day I woke up and decided today was the day.
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