There’s a whole lot of things in life that I don’t understand. I don’t really get math most of the time and have recently been struggling in Spanish. I don’t understand why people get their hearts broken. Why we have to lose people we love and why dogs don’t live longer. I don’t get why I have panic attacks and anxiety at moments that I can’t control. I can’t understand just how big the world truly is and how there’s so many people we’ll never even know. The world is full of questions that we’ll just never have answers to. I could sit here for a long time and write pages of all the things I just don’t get. The world is just complex like that. It’s so easy to get caught up in all the I don’t knows. It’s easy to question God in these moments and wonder what the heck is even going on. But I’m learning that we just simply aren’t supposed to always know. God knows and we have to trust in that.